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Sunday, November 6, 2011
so long never blog already.. start missing it..
as usual. there are so many things going on in my life now.. haha.. actually, nothing much lah..
life is still abt struggling with sch work, trying to balance some social life with my sch life, but i am still slping sufficiently.. haha.
is so hard to cope in uni, to think that people still tell me life will be easier in uni. PUI.! oops.
some barriers i got to overcome. stop thinking that im lousier than any of the people in fass, even though it may just be the case. and how to improve on my english.. come to think of it, it may not be a bad thing to fail the qet. (but i don wan lah!)
all my friends around me seem to be doing well in uni. having many friends, enjoying themselves in hall, and most of all, WITH GOOD GRADES....
y mi always struggling....??
in primary sch.. (trust me, i know what is " stress" back then already)
in sec sch.. (well, for at least sec 1 and sec 2, but my grades were good in sec 3 and 4 :P, quite good lah, like above average)
NEEDLESS TO SAY, STRUGGLED LIKE CRAZY IN JC... u guys shld know lah...
AND NOW, UNI....
I JUST WAN TO GRADUATE ASAP! but is kinda freaky, come to think of it..
i still remembered me attending xinyi's graduation and telling xin qin that i will not be able to experience this kind of feeling.. and after a while, i got accepted into nus..
was it like, "an answer to my prayers" kinda thing??
oh wells, i shld continue be glad that i got into the best uni in Singapore (not the building of course :P, leaking rooftops, flooding LT32)..
going to celebrate chye's birthday and meeting my darlings to study ltr... :)
dear, im sorry for what had happened... but u shld know that im always, and will always be, yours...
sorry for always doing things that will make u feel miserable, but i promise u that i will try to change from now on k..
pls dont be angry, and pls don feel miserable because of me anymore..
i love you.
*sheean*
smile always
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