right right... im 18, but to them, im stil 8....
to him, i cant think..
to him, i need him to plan EVERYTHING for me...
to thim,i don't take anything seriously, especially my studies..
to him, i never put in hardwork..
that's me... a eight year old born in year 1992..

he doesn't know how stress i m..
he doesn't know how i wish i can prove them results..
all they see is RESULTS.
RESULTS.
RESULTS.

to how i clean,pack my room..
to my studies..
RESULTS.
RESULTS.
RESULTS.

sometimes i wish i am not the youngest in the family..
sometimes i wish(i really wish)results is not the only thing in the world.
maybe that only happen in a fantasy world.

i am born not as clever as other people.
but i am willing to work hard..

i am not as talented as other people..
but i am willing to work hard..

but i am not confident at all..
and now,it seems that all i had is also gone...

i have slacked enough...
really enough..

i cant blame any1 for the imperfections i have.. neither can i do anything to it..
i used to think hardwork and dilligence can make up for my natural flaws..
but it is not the case at all..

yeah...harsh reality..

*sheean* 10:27 PM



as u can see people... i am trying to update my blog "more frequently" HAHAHA! eh, not bad hor, at least got qian hui who replies my tag k! hahaha....

review for my week... ARGH! I FEEL FAT!
okay okay.. i went to eat thai buffet with isle peeps at liang court. the food was delicious, quite worth it also... then i saw how guys really have high metabolism rate, no matter how they eat they are still so skinny, but wait, qian hui also not a guy, haha.. then a crazy qian hui initiated the "who-can-finish-their-iced-lemon-tea-the-fastest" game.. haha.. i joined. quite fun actually.. hee.. i m not tt cui.. ha.

then we went to walk through the pubs in clarke quay.. my first time experience.. i felt like a "night-life tourist". haha.. and then we realised how mismatch we were with the place... haha.. angie was carrying organic chem notes and a bag pack, qian hui was carrying a file.. haha...

then we met with a freaky guy...haha..


OVERALL,IT WAS A FUN AND SUCCESSFUL ISLE OUTING(coz alot of people went! :) )! :D


I NEED TO STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


night.

*sheean*


i had the worse gp tuition ever... 12:34 AM