okay.. i broke promise again... i shld have blogged more.. but sorry.. i have been very busy and i always dono where to start blogging from.

1) i have resigned from my fish and co job. (YES, I WAS WORKING THERE IF U GUYS DIDNT KNOW)
- i was actually kinda sad.. i enjoyed interacting with the customers, people there are nicer to me and i even made a good friend. it was overall a memorable experience for me since being a waitress has always been my childhood dream.. haa.

I WILL MISS U GUYS! well, just some of them..haa. i have learnt and gained much experience from this job and i have not regretted taking up this short, temporary job of mine..


2) AH YEA... the emo part of my life prevails... haha

just cried like 10 minutes ago... while talking to dear over the phone.. reflecting abt life and thinking abt my future path.

i have already faced up to reality that i am going to sim, uol-mangagement. but this is often(ALL THE TIME) the response i get from people.. read on.


PERSON A: HEY! SO WHAT SCHOOL AND COURSE ARE U GOING TO?

ME: OH, SIM. UOL-MANAGEMENT.

PERSON A: (PRETENDING AS THOUGH HE/SHE KNOWS WHAT THE HELL IS UOL) UOL IS UNIVERSITY OF....

ME: LONDON.

PERSON A: OH, NOT BAD WHAT! (WHEN THEY HAVE NOT A SINGLE CLUE WHAT UNI IS THAT) AND U R TAKING WHAT MANAGEMENT AGAIN? BUSINESS MANAGEMENT?

ME: ER NO. JUST MANAGEMENT.

PERSON A: OH....BUT WHY JUST MANAGEMENT?


DEAFENING SILENCE FILLED THE AIR.. THE END.


ahh yes.. that's it. i don hv to say much..
FIRST CLASS HONOURS! HERE I COME!

i cried becos i pity my parents.. as they are unable to proudly see their daughters graduating from a local university unlike my uncles and aunties..

i cried becos i was looking back and i was unsure if i had given my fullest in my alevels.... (i thought i did, but the results still suck)

i cired becos i hate HATE HATE the feeling of being out of the norm...

BUT I STILL GOT TO MOVE ON. i got to STAY FOCUS AND AIM HIGH.. i want my parents to be proud of me.. but i am afraid of letting them down once again.


3) emo part again. YES. haa..

u know that kind of feeling sucks? whereby people whom are so dear and so important to u do not treat u as important as how u treat them? the feeling like u r being forgotten over and over again.. the feeling like u r going to lose people whom u have been relying on since u r young... since u r born.. is okay, they will nvr know that i got this blog anyway..


4) ON A LIGHTER NOTE.. haha! trying to be okay again..
i did a personality and career test online. and i found it very accurate abt my character. i am a SOCIAL REALIST..


Social Realists are popular persons full of energy. They are reliable, well organized and helpful. Traditional values are important to them. Founding a family also plays a central role in their life. Social Realists have a marked social streak. They are always ready to listen to the worries and problems of others and spare no effort when they are asked for help. With empathy and understanding, they can sense what other people need. Social Realists are always willing to highly regard the strong points of the other person and to excuse that person’s weaknesses. They are the most sociable of all personality types. Social contacts are very important to them.

Social Realists find it very difficult to cope with conflicts and criticism - harmony is their elixir of life. Acknowledgement and esteem are very important to this type. Differentiation on the other hand is not necessarily one of their strong points. At work and in partnerships, they are loyal, committed and always there when needed. They find it easy to make friends due to their open, warm manner and they have a large circle of friends. In love, they are faithful and attentive and care for their partners with a great deal of imagination and sensitivity. Social Realists show their feelings openly and honestly. Should a relationship break up, they tend to blame themselves. That is why they find it very difficult to end a partnership even if it has not fulfilled their requirements for some time.

The Social Realist is the most social among all personality types. For you, it is essential to choose a profession where you can deal with as many people as possible. You recharge your batteries with the help of people contact and the personal exchanges needed for your very special talents to unfold. You are the prototype of the caring person in the positive sense, because you love to act on behalf of others and care for them. If you have the impression that there is a way to contribute by improving the quality of their life, it satisfies you more than anything.

For your type, the feeling to be needed, loved, and appreciated is more than vitally necessary. Therefore, working in seclusion is not for you. It is just too much counter to your extroverted nature, and your need for interpersonal interaction.You have the best ideas during dialogues with others, as they stimulate your creativity. Instead of developing abstract aid projects with the help of a drawing board, you prefer to engage yourself on the frontlines with person to person contact. For you, it is important to see the results of your work so you can go home feeling that you (again) made the world a better place - at least a bit.

You are a born team player. You are open and communicative, easily integrating yourself into group hierarchies. For your personality type, harmony is the keyword in your personal, as well as in your professional life. Since conflicts and power struggles seriously stress you making it difficult for you to attend to your tasks, you should put your emphasis on working in a stress free, respectful, and affectionate environment. Working environments continuously affected by tough infighting, and where competitive conflicts are intense represent too great a strain.

When choosing your job, it is important to make sure that your environment is characterized by chances for harmonious togetherness. Your warmth, your excellent empathy, and your readiness to help see to it that groups generally accept you quickly, and that you become an appreciated contact person for all problems and miseries of others. Because you tend to listen, comfort, and encourage, you are always the first to hear about your colleagues’ professional and private worries. Don’t overdo it. First of all, you are very sensitive taking their problems too much to heart, and secondly, is important that your work does not suffer from your social engagements.


from http://www.ipersonic.com/type/SR.html


accurate right? sorry for this very long post (50% due to the results of the test. haa)

see u real soon!

*Sheean* 11:56 PM