hey dear....

i know this period of time u r going to struggle..
with exams...
with ur internship stuff..

maybe we will have less time
to meet..
to chat over the phone..

but, to me, it's just a phase that we all have to go through as we grow up..
it just shows that we got to work harder in our lives and face the reality..
it also means that..
the two of us will be put through a series of tests..

but you know what?
i m confident that we will be able to make it..
coz i know that i will always be there for u..
and i know that u wouldnt leave me either.

no matter what challenges lie ahead of us..
we can do it! :)
rmb what u told me before??

"we got to chiong and work hard now..! so that when we grow older, we can lead an enjoyable and comfortable lives.."
we will achieve that together k??

i love u..

*sheean* 11:19 PM



things that appeared in my head these few days before i sleep..
please don say im paranoid or whatever..

IM REALLY SCARED ABT MY RESULTS...
i dono what happens if i get sucky grades..
what will happen?
where shld i go?
u-turn?
private?
SIM(WHAT IF THEY ALSO DON WAN ME??)?
overseas..?

shit shit shit...
my mood gets ruined when someone just casually asked me,
"when is the result out?"
"what r u planning to study?"
"how do u think u will fare?"
.............
so on......
.........
and so forth...


LIKE AS IF WHATEVER I M GOING TO STUDY, HOW WELL I DO GOT TO DO WITH U!!!!!!!!
hahaha.. acting like a total bitch or idiot nw...

but...
I NEED TO CHILL OUT WITH MY DARLINGS!!!!!!
we need to talk, go crazy.. and just.... MEET!
MISS U GIRLS LOTS!!!!!!!!!!


BSG IS OPENING TMR..
GOOD LUCK TO US...
night..
i m very tired..

*sheean* 10:43 PM



i m back to my blog...
too much to post that i couldn't really figure out where shld my starting point be..

alrite!

1. CNY... yes, i know i know.. i looked into the mirror just now, and i realised, how chubby my face has become... omg... i need to workout real real real badly....
ate lots of goodies.. act, not alot.. sadly coz i have been losing my voice and i forced myself to abstain from all of them... i missed eating them alot act... :(

conclusion: IT'S JUST A CHINESE NEW YEAR... hahahah.... I LOVE MY NEW CLOTHEE...I DON MIND HAVING MORE... :) hahaha...

i went to the new asia bar on the 3rd day of cny with my xiaoyi, xiaogu, su kim ah yi, sis, ah ting jie and alex... it was fun with beautiful and memorable night view.. AWESOME...!
then i rrealised i am already legal... haiz.. 19.... in a blink of an eye..
anyway... night view of singapore from a 72 storeys high building.. awesome awesome AWESOME...
but i also made an anyalsis of myself... indeed, i m not a good drinker, as much as i want to be one... ;( hahaha..

2. work
BSG is opened for the public already!!!! YES... NO MORE TALKING TO THIN AIR... and i FINALLY GET TO SIT ON THE RIDES!!!! TOTAL AWESOME-NESS FOR THE CYLONS AND THE HUMANS! (cylon is better act.. ;P) but i enjoyed myself ttm!

i am enjoying myself greatly at work now.. due to my fun team members esp.. joking, bickering, fighting, slacking, gossiping around... so so much fun... U GUYS ROCK...! then i suddenly felt that my life now is just filled with work... alrite! FOR THE MONEY! :)

but i m also losing my voice coz of work... :( i want it back so desperately... :(


3. i met up with my jc clique! jinghan, kp, qh and lao po: I HAD FUN WITH ALL OF U AT SWENSENS AND JUST ACIA... u guys are the best MD playing partners... HAA.... :P

jia yin, cheryl and xc: I MISS U GIRLS TOO! so much to catch up on... :)

i miss my dear friends:
tcc....
gang...
aloy..(yes u)

also also also...
YOU.... :)
i miss u...
sorry for all the nonsense quarrels and i am glad that we pulled through it tgt..:)

*sheean* 1:22 AM