i just finbished marking my rjc paper 2.. feeling super unproductive at the moment.. or rather, these few days. seriously.

papers till now, i am pretty sure i failed many of them. AGAIN.
not being bhb, but i was pleasantly surprise that i was in band 2 for chem during mid years. but this time, as i was doing p3, i found it more doable than mid years, still, i cant be confident at all. because after that, i guess a lot of people find it do-able too? or maybe i will not do well also, because i left 10plus marks blank. and alot of ans are rubbish. i just wished that i can get a pass, or rather, a sub-pass. like a 35/80? is about 10 plus marks higher than my mid years. i am that desperate.

econs.
HAIZ. I SERIOUSLY WAS SPOT ON. I told myself to study market failure and protectionism. BOTH CAME OUT. at that point when i scanned through the papers, i was abit glad. BUT, MY MIND WENT BLANK. COMPLETELY BLANK. i couldnt write anything out for all the essays qns. feels like shit. about to break down. because i found oout that i like econs recently and i do want to do well, esp after the short but meaningful encouragement from mr bong..
BUT, I AM GOING TO FAIL IT, BAD.

maths.
JUST LET ME DIE....

bio.
JUST PRAY HARD THAT MIRACLE DO HAPPEN AND LET ME PASS. i mean 30/60.

i seriously don wan to u-turn. i will be disappointing myself, my teachers, and esp my parents..

prelims
ALEVELS,
in less than 2months.
shit.

*sheean* 6:16 PM